how things are..
Funny how things go, isn't it.. One day you are here with your parents and in just an instant, you are not, at least in the form that we were used to seeing you.
I know your mom loved you more than life itself, so you not being physically here for her is a very very hard thing. If you could, please show her you are near, you are watching and you are ok. That is so important for us moms to know, that our babies are ok, and sometimes a sign from our kids that are missing, well, it can sustance us for months. I know, sometimes we get in such a sad mood that we can't even recognize it when you are trying to commuicate with us, so we have to be careful not to fall into those ruts.
Please look out for your mama. She needs to feel you. We all need to feel our kids, but your mom could especially use it right now.